By Paul Schroeder
Anxiety levels high, nervous late one night, hours before bed, aware of THEM, intrigued.
Ensconced in the ironic sense of their plaguing omnipresence, I posed a question playfully, internally; “Who was I physically in my previous lifetime?”
I wondered that since aliens, just like demons, garner souls and tamper with these souls transit en route to Heaven that they may also harass us in intergenerational fashion in varied families, as well.
I wondered whether these reptilian aliens had bothered me in previous soul experiences, in equal fashion as this one.
It was a frivolous, teasing, tangentially curious internal unvoiced question that I asked myself; I never realized that I would be provided an answer, of sorts.
I relived it. It was vivid and electric and unlike any dream I had ever had.
That night, I had a strange breathtakingly vivid dreamlike flash; unlike an evolving dream scenario, it was a five- second- long lightning flash so short and so bright; like lightning, the scene’s immediate afterimages lingered without revealing the whole landscape.
My heart was pounding and my legs were running.
I was in mortal terror, panicked, gasping, in heart pounding transit; I ran through a series of apartment rooms whose corner windows overlooked a high tenth story modern street scene; far below, outside the window’s glass, 1920’s or 1930’s cars moved.
On both sides of the street below were many antique parked vehicles.
The sunlight outside seemed very bright from that height, I remember that I noted as I ran, dry- mouthed, wide – eyed, gasping, in raw fear.
As I quickly rounded the apartment’s end which overlooked another street corner, I ran passed a long and wide hall mirror hung on the wall behind and opposite the front door.
I reached for the doorknob in desperate haste to leave and to my left saw a full bodied reflection ; I caught a glimpse of myself running for my life.
As the door opened to my hand, I was in terror and in full flight; the scene turned to blackness.
Inside – The person who ran was me, me in every feeling breath, nuance and thought, me in intact attitudes, likes and inclinations.
Outside – The person who ran wasn’t me at all.
That lighting flash, vivid and sharp, reveals an afterimage of the person who looked back at me.
In the mirror: a panicked and frightened young girl in her mid twenties, who had my blue eyes, but who also had bottle-dyed blonde hair of medium length.
She was thin, small in stature, a young woman with taut pinched features who tightly clutched a small bright red pocketbook.
I awoke, in horror, realizing immediately that my question voiced internally to myself, had been heard, seriously considered and answered!
Reliving a vivid memory had been allowed me ; a fractional answer, had been flashed into my brain .
My God, how they monitor and hug my conscious train of thought!
Had they imposed these images or had they ‘retrieved’ them from my subconscious?
Were these memories of another alien controlled previous lifetime?
Was it a lie?
And yet, I was stunned to admit, to believe that one’s personality and nature, the inner soul-mind, is essentially unalterable, except in small gradients, from one stolen lifetime to another.
What troubled me was that I had received a powerful answer on many levels; they can read my mind and my unspoken thoughts! Their proprietary attitude and involvement was omnipresent and offensive.
Why had they have monitored “me” in previous lifetimes when I was not “me” but really still was “me”?
Is that why they specialized in astral abductions and were so interested in one’s soul?
Can they also “splinter” the soul and kindle new flames from those sparks to create new souls for their own purposes, the way they treat sperm or egg, neonate samples, to create new physical somatic creatures?
When greys say; “WE HAVE THE RIGHT”, in a response to abduction related complaints, it’s because they’ve invested so very much time in us; that’s exactly why they know so much about our previous lifetimes, when they are asked.
They are more interested in our spiritual essences than we are aware of our spiritual essences.
How is this magic accomplished?
In this case, I awaken to find myself placed, bolted and strapped into a large heavy padded metal chair in a round dimly lit room about 20 ft wide.
The small round room contains four such chairs in a circle with large degraff generator looking poles with round heads, about ten feet high and two feet thick, all standing tall between the chairs.
I can see across the room.
A huge hulking form of a man wearing a dark suit, sits opposite me looking switched off or dead. He hunches into another heavily padded metal chair and faces me.
Spectacular displays of what looks like white firework sparkler-like sparks fly straight up from these poles, high into the air.
These sparks are quickly circled, cycled into a growing faster larger circle of white sparks above both of our heads, anticlockwise into a growing circle of more solid dazzling lights.
Parts of our soul energies are merged .
Then the sparkling circle of rotating lights are siphoned off into another hulking machine just beyond my sight.
Our energies have been stolen; parts of our souls have been stored for creating another soul into an alien created body form.
If they are confronted they will murder.
If the alternate truth weren’t so very scary, I’d say that there are no things worse than murder, than death at the hands of these elusive malicious reptilian-grey alien creatures.
What could be worse than death at their hands?
What IS much worse then, is birth, again, at the hands of these creatures.
A very different endgame is unnaturally inherent after an alien abductee’s death.
People, after physical death, should continue on to that other dimension that we all should come from and should go to, a dimension that we call, ” Heaven “.
As eternal and divine spirits we see Earth as a ‘school’ where we briefly reside, repeatedly, in a succession of many lifetimes and oddly within a DNA contrived physical body, to learn ” lessons ” that refine and hone our spirits.
But, as if lifetime abductions by aliens weren’t enough, imagine many series of lifetimes, husbanded by greys, who interfere with our soul’s transit; they collect and garner souls and transfer them into soulless bodies that they’ve created, bypassing the God – natural recycling, planning of HEAVEN,_EARTH,_HEAVEN,_EARTH for our soul’s designed evolution.
There is no intermediary Heaven for such stolen souls, no reunion of kindred spirits, no blueprint of lessons drawn up by the soul, itself and approved by the Council of Elders, all under God’s aegis.
Imagine struggling to awaken spiritually again in another body, with imposed amnesia again, but this time after time, no Heaven between lifetimes.
Your only spirit unseen guides and helpers are reptilians and greys who orchestrate joys and create horrors for you so that you’re always their productive property for their ‘milking’.
And at our death, rather than return to our home, Heaven, we are again still their property, a means to an end, an inherent spiritual nightmare.
When greys say; “WE HAVE THE RIGHT”, in a response to abduction related complaints, it’s because they’ve invested so very much time in us; that’s exactly why they know so much about our previous lifetimes, when they are asked.
They are more interested in our spiritual essences than we are aware of our spiritual essences.
When humans see UFO craft in the skies above our cities they dully forget to evaluate the true purposes of the pilots within but focus instead on the craft itself as though some devious alien mind control were at play.
They prefer to be elusive such that we are in a proverbial hall of mirrors with a quicksand floor when it comes to any clearer understanding of their motives for incessant abductions.
What we do know is that we are mere spiritual sheep for shearing, to them; we are used by them in almost the same precise way that remora and lamprey use denizens of the oceans.
It is the Devil’s work.
Reptilians may be the reason that we still have the same unresolved issues; we evolve so slowly, it may be a curse to continue, painfully, over and over and over just to make a little headway towards our spiritual goals.
Those soul needs are acceptance, forgiveness, and love.
But here in the flesh, those very spiritual feelings make it easier to become hosts of parasitism by these intruding, nighttime bedroom harassers who are the occupants of UFOs and the demons they have access to, and who stay with us from lifetime to lifetime; like the Dalai Lama they find us again, early in childhood.
Our spiritual powers that interest and addict them are the very powers we can use to thwart further attacks, but like spraying for cockroach infestation spiritual repulse must be effective, as well as be regular, in application.
They infect our auras with themselves and ride the reincarnation roller coaster with us to avoid the death that they fear and steal the spiritual recycling we have.
But we, for the most part, as a race of entities, are dully unaware of Heaven and rebirth and its amazing implications.
A loving God gives us many lifetimes to refine, evolve our souls and we should choose the lessons but these joyriding grey reptilian aliens and the demons they throw into the equation to muddle the picture and to punish one for resisting, are discorporate, incarnate souls stuck to our energies who bring a new meaning to the concept of a silent invasion.