TWO ABDUCTEES: ONE FOUGHT ...ONE LIVES IN FEAR
TWO ABDUCTEES: ONE FOUGHT ...
ONE LIVES IN FEAR
By Chris Holly
(Copyright © 2016, Chris Holly -All Rights Reserved)
<Edited by Rober D. Morningstar>
By now many of you are aware I have been writing about a group of people I refer to as ' Real Time Abductees'. By real time I am referring to lost time abduction cases that take place when the people being abducted are fully awake. The real time abductions take place while they are going about their daily life when without permission they are taken against their will.
I do not interview or write about abductions that take place in a sleep state or while in a trance or encounters that involve telepathic communications. My main interest concerns the real time abduction cases.
The abductee I will be writing about in this article is a woman I call the angry abductee as she is the one who has shown the most furry and raw anger at her predicament. The other abductees are also frustrated and full of rage however this woman is the most vocal and open about her anger.
This abductee is now in her late 50's. She is a typical woman of her age with a family and life similar to many women of her generation. To meet this woman you would not notice anything different about her- not at first glance. She appears normal in most every way. She has learned how to blend in with a crowd.
She has long blond curly hair that never seems to find a comb, loves her jeans and tee-shirts and walks around lost in her own daily routine like everyone else. She is thin and athletic, loves riding horses and swimming all of which, keep her in good shape.
You may notice that in public, no matter how hot it may be, she will be wearing jeans or long pants. If the heat is extreme, you will find her in gauze pants or long flowing sundresses but never shorts. Only those close to her have seen her as she exists. Shorts and swimsuits are reserved for the privacy of her home only.
The reason for her choice of fashion is due to the abnormal skin condition on her legs from the knee down. She long ago learned to forgo the stare of strangers at her odd appearance. She is careful of the sun as well as she can only tolerate it for about 20 minutes at a time before burning or feeling pain all over her skin. Like other abductees, she suffers from the sunlight and is blinded by it. She cannot be outside without dark sunglasses. She has tinted windows in her vehicles and lives on a heavily shaded property filled with huge trees and large shade umbrella's .
This woman has learned to adapt her life to fit her conditions. Her house is securely hidden from her neighbors. Her pool is tucked beneath heavy shade trees and her deck is covered . She manages to live a normal life despite her special needs. She is surrounded by family and friends and does not live alone.
This woman is grateful she has the ability to provide this life and is fully aware others are not as lucky. She lives in a secluded area with lots of land around her home. She keeps to herself living her life with her family and a selected handful of friends. She is friendly and happy and hides her secrets well. She is careful who she spends time with, which limits her relationships.
This woman has endured strange events since she was three years old. She has diluted memories from her childhood, but can recall being returned down from a long funnel of neon green light as early as age three. She has had lost or "missing time" events all of her life . She remembers little of her childhood, other than strange rays of light or suddenly feeling light headed with little recall of what took place until she would find hours had passed, and she was late to dinner without a reason why or any explanation of where she had been.
She recalls often feeling confused on what took place during her day as a child. Her family considered the events those of a willful child who simply did not want to stop what she was doing and would often return home late for dinner. When she could not explain cuts and bruises on her body, she would be punished for not telling the truth about where she had been. She had a difficult childhood.
She remembers complaining about dreadful pains in her legs as a child. The pain would be so severe she would lay on the floor and cry. Her parents gave her an aspirin and a hot bath and thought little of it.
Her encounters changed at age 12 when she and a group of teens had a clear sighting of a UFO that flew over the town where she lived on Long Island. The year was 1969 and the UFO sighting was seen by others as well as the group of teens who lived in her town. This sighting was also an abduction case as the group of teens who reported the event had a time loss of three hours that they could not explain.
This woman continued having strange encounters with odd bright-colored orbs and strange lost time events her entire life. She considers her life one filled with strangeness that she cannot explain. The events continued until her late 40's. At that point, she became determined to stop the events and went about changing her life style, making it difficult for her to be taken by her abductors..
She avoids the type of situation that makes abduction encounters possible, as well as, demanding that her abductors leave her alone. She would become loud and act wildly and absolutely insane if she sensed an event was about to begin, She would scream and throw things to draw as much attention to her as possible. She found this crazed behavior seemed to stop or startle her abductors, which would give her time to escape or run towards a safe spot of lights and people which would end the abduction attempt.
She recalls one event in the late 80's where she was alone in a wooded area. She was on her way to join a group of friends for an outside party located on a friends farm land and needed to cross a open field to the picnic area where they were waiting for her. One day, as she was going about her business lugging a basket full of food, as she headed across the open land towards the picnic area, she could suddenly feel the strange dizzy sensation coming over her that she knew very well and she became furious.
She threw her belongings on the ground and started to scream out to the field and woods around her:
" Enough , Enough! ... You cannot take me! I do not want to be hurt - You have no right to take me! No more! - No More!"
She became angry and kept yelling in a rage "No, No No !" She threw her fists into the air cursing and screaming in a wild outburst. To her amazement her rage seemed to stop this abduction . It was the last time she had a lost time abduction experience attempt - however not the last of other strange events that continue in her life.
This woman has spent her life trying to avoid the kidnapping interference of others in her life. The strangeness has not stopped only changed in form. Now and then, she finds strange objects placed in her pocket book, home, car and yard . She learned long ago to be aware of the things around her and if she or a family member come across odd objects in their environment that do not belong to anyone in the home, they quickly remove them, destroy or bury them.
Once they offered an object to the authorities to investigate and were treated with insult and such ridicule that they simply bury most items far away where they can do no harm or be handled by anyone.
The abductee and her family remain confused on who it is or what is trying to tag her or her household with these items over the years. They fear at times they may have more than one paranormal problem at hand involving the unknown. This abductee shares the ability to absorb knowledge quickly and has a large appetite for learning and reading, which is a common trait with the real time abductees. She also suffers from numerous health problems that cannot be explained.
She too has surgery scarring and has been told she has damage to her internal organs yet she has never had an operation. She too has exhibited the body of a woman who has had numerous pregnancies, yet only has had one child. She has had an eye color change from a gray to a very vivid bright blue, as well as other odd physical oddities she is not able to explain.
Like other abductees I've known, all attempts she and her family have made for help or understanding in the medical community have failed, leaving her to deal with her problems on her own or without mentioning her lifelong "missing time" events if she does need medical help with an injury that is the result of a lost time abduction event.
Most of the encounters she has endured have all started with her remembering when they begin, and when they end with little recall of the lost time in-between.
As far as what took place during her time being taken, she has only limited flashes of recall. She does know she is given insight or messages during her lost time events. She tries to understand what it is that she needs to do with the information. She does share it with whoever will listen but has found little interest from the public including those in the paranormal community.
Although she has limited memory of her abductions, she knows that those taking her had a human form, but seemed to be wrapped in very tight skin-like protective suits that were a tone of white/blue gray in color. She knows that "they" wiped her memory as she also has many events that occurred around the time of her abductions that were going on in her life were wiped away, as well. If she had visited her grandmother the day before an incident, she would not be able to recall the visit.
After one lost time event in particular that she endured at age18, she seemed to have lost memory of most of her 15th year of life as well. She can clearly remember her life up until hitting the 15 year mark. After that, there is a large gap of memory as to what took place in her life until about the end of her 15th year. This has been a ongoing problem following most of her lost time events. This abductee feels very strongly about the direction that has been taken with the subjects concerning the UFO alien agenda.
She is disgusted with the "free-for-all" that surrounds the abduction issue and refuses to join in with those who combine the fantasy crowd of fools and frauds with those having real lost time encounters.
She feels angry at the large number of people who spend their time making up ridiculous claims about events that may fill a lonely gap in their lives while doing great harm to those who are enduring difficult kidnappings, being harmed and in turn have no place to go to for help because of the fools and frauds who have made this subject a huge joke.
Of all the abductee lost time event people that I have talked to, this woman is by far the most angry at society and the treatment she has endured due to ignorance, fear and denial concerning this serious subject.
This woman thinks we are completely off base on most of our thinking about the alien UFO subject. She hopes by telling what she and the others have gone through that a new spark may ignite in the public to grasp what is real from the fantasy, bringing a new light to this subject that is presently lost in darkness .
Her hope is that someday we can replace giggles for answers. She has hope that one day those who have had to go it alone, and suffer in silence, will find compassion and help in place of disrespect and denial concerning what they have had to endure.
This woman feels those who have taken her in the past and who have interfered in her life are alien, however she believes they work hand-in-hand with some fraction of the human race. She feels her government betrayed her and has always known exactly what was going on and why.
I found this abductee to be strong, and determined to continue to keep her abduction experiences "at arms length." She is one of the lucky ones as she has a secure base of of support in those who believe her story, help her, and stay around her, which makes her ability to protect herself against this strange phenomenon more easily, compared to those who may have no allies to help defend them.
I found the experience of interviewing her to be more than I anticipated, and hope what she shared with us will help to bring somereason, logic and reality to this subject.
Be careful "out there" and always pay attention to your surroundings.
My interviews with the group of Real Time Abductees have been incredible.
The group of people that I refer to as "real time abductees" are people who were going along their normal day, fully awake and aware of their surrounding when they were over taken against their will. These abduction victims remember the start of their abductions and remember being returned. They all have little or no recall of the lost time while they were taken. They do have flashes of recall concerning what took place during the encounters.
The abductee I will talk about in this article lives in the United States, on the Atlantic Ocean, along the coast in the state of Connecticut. This woman had her first "missing time" experience as a young professor at a local New England college.
It took place in the late 70's when she was teaching a night course. She lived about 10 minutes from the campus. She followed the same schedule each week. She finished her night class at the same time. She was newly married and made it a habit to leave once the class ended so she could make it home quickly to have some time with her new husband before the day ended.
It was her routine to leave the campus after her night class in order to make it home between 8:45 and 9P.M. She did not stop along the way home and always took the exact same route.
The night of her first lost time abduction, she finished her class on time and walked to her car, as she did every night. She remembers walking to her car with another professor. Up to this point, everything was completely "normal."
She started her car and headed towards the parkway she traveled to drive home. She remembers the highway having the usual light traffic. Nothing seemed unusual at all up to that point. That is all she remembers.
Her young husband was at home waiting for her to return. Her usual time had come and gone yet she had not returned home. Once she was an hour late, he called the school. They told him she had left on time. Her husband waited another half an hour and called the police to see if there had been any accidents. None were reported.
Once she was two hours late, he started to call family members and friends. He called his brother and asked him to come over to man the phone so he could follow her normal route home, in case she was broken down on the road.
The woman's husband traced her route, but could not find her. He searched the campus as well as every place he could think of where she might have stopped at on the way home.
Now, nearly three hours late, the husband decided to return home and to call the police. He decided to call the local hospitals before calling the police to see if she had run off the road or become ill on the way home.
As he was on the phone with one of the local hospitals, he heard her car pull in to the driveway.
The young college professor was ill and confused. She was shaking and upset. Her car was burned on the hood, trunk and roof. The inside of the car had a horrible odor of sulfur, mold and chemicals. She was bent over in stomach pain and vomiting. She had a fever.
She remembered driving home on the parkway. The next thing she recalled was waking up in a dark parking lot on the passenger side of her front seat. Her keys were in the ignition. However the car was cold, in the dark and not running. She told her husband that hers was the only car in the lot of what appeared to be a large factory of some kind.
She was dizzy and had a terrible headache. Her eyes burned and she felt ill all over as if she had the flu. She did not know how she got there. She had no memory of driving to this place. She had no idea what this place was. She did not recall falling asleep or feeling ill when she left the campus. She was frightened and confused.
Alone and terrified, she started her car and started to drive looking for a way out of the large empty parking lot. She found an exit and could see lights ahead, and she drove towards them. She did not recognize her surroundings, and still had no idea where she was. She kept driving until she found a large sign for a main expressway she recognized ahead. She followed the signs and entered the ramp to the expressway. She drove for a few miles before finding signs along the expressway that indicated she was far from her home. She stayed on the expressway for two hours in the direction of her home town. Finally she found her way back to the highway that took her home. It took her nearly three hours to get home!
When she arrived home, her husband had to help wash the awful smell off of her and get her to bed. She was covered with the same smell from the interior of the car. She had a red rash similar to hives on her back. She was weak, sick to her stomach and terrified.
She did not know how she was taken to that parking lot and how she was able to cover what should have been a six hour round-trip car ride in three hours. She had no idea what happened. The ordeal left her so frightened she was not able to stay alone or return to work for about two weeks after the incident!
The burns on her car could not be explained!
The smell took days of washing to remove from inside the car. The young professor refused to drive alone at night from that point on. Her husband knew something horrible happened to her yet could not explain what. He drove her to and from work during her night class's and still does to this day.
Over the years, this abductee and her husband have both experienced lost time events. They were both taken twice while on vacation. These ordeals were so traumatic that it forever ended car trips or visiting locations that are not fully populated .
Their shared encounters were very much like that of the first one she had experienced driving home from the college campus that first time. They would be driving to a destination and could remember when they started out and what they were talking about as they were on their way when, without warning, they would find themselves in their car miles away from their destination in places they did not know, feeling ill and disoriented.
The time they last recalled before the encounters begin and the time they wake up in a strange location is usually about three hours of lost time. The distance away from their original starting point also has been further than it would have been possible for them to have driven in the amount of time that was lost.
The college professor and her husband decided to end all car trips after their last lost time event which occurred in 2003. They refuse to make it easy for whatever is responsible for these frightening disturbing events to take place.
This couple is very concerned about their privacy concerning these events. They both hold professional positions that could be seriously damaged if they were to be labeled as people who believed that they were having "allien abduction encounters."
The few times that this couple tried to discuss their abduction events with family or friends, they were met with rejection, insult and warnings for them to stop mentioning ridiculous things. Without any moral or emotional support at all, this couple has had to keep this part of their life strictly hidden.
Both of them fear being known in connection with the lost time events as much as they fear the actual events. It is sad that those being taken must live this way without help due to the public and media's reaction and abuse to those suffering abduction ordeals. We have a great deal to learn on this Earth about how we treat each other.
This woman is the most traumatized of all the abductees I have spoken to concerning her encounters. She is so fearful of what has happened to her and her husband that she becomes extremely upset and emotional when discussing their experiences.
She is terrified someone will try to hypnotize her against her will and is determined to never recall any of what happened during her lost time events. Her terror is so overwhelming that she lives in constant fear that she may recall what took place. She also fears that those who hypnotize people like her are far from being able to deal with the highly advanced beings who are wiping clean her memory. She fears that their lack of knowledge concerning what is done to an abductee, concerning the memory adjustments, could prove dangerous as they are not educated to understanding what is being done to the abductees and may easily cause great harm by creating situations wherein the abductees entire memory is wiped out, or that the recall of what happened to them could bring on a stroke or heart attack,
She feels abductees should carefully think about these things before allowing anyone to hypnotize them. I will tell you that I have been told this same thing by most of the real time abduction vicims.
This woman is angry at those involved with researching or reporting the paranormal, as the first thing they try to do is expose the privacy of those enduring the events, followed by wanting to hypnotize the abductees to fully recall the abduction. She feels that the selfish motives of those in the paranormal field is based first and foremost on personal gain or fame, with the last consideration being discovery or truth of what is happening to so many who are taken. She also fears being thrown in to one box with those who report false experiences. She knows that they are a main reason she has been laughed at and the fantasy and fraud makes it impossible for those with real experiences to want to discuss their experiences.
She fights all attempts of recall and quickly shakes off any flash of memory she may have. This woman is absolutely horrified of what happened to her. Her fear is so powerful she has blocked all recall in order to prevent facing what happened to her during her encounters.
She has suffered many odd physical problems over the years. She has had many miscarriages, including unexplainable massive bleeding as well as finding she has severe damage to her reproductive system. She also suffered strange weight changes going from being obese to thin in a short period of time without any changes in her eating habits.
She is extremely fearful of talking about her encounters. She is worried that being honest will only bring her ridicule and career problems. She also feels that the medical community may turn their backs on her and refuse to help her if she ever mentioned her lost time abductions encounters.
This woman has closed down completely to who or what has been taking her. The only thing she will say is that they are so horrific that she cannot allow her mind ever to go there. This woman lives in constant fear and does not trust anyone or anything. She believes the government is not a protector of the human race and that they are powerless against those who do take us.
This woman has been deeply and seriously wounded both emotionally and physically by whatever has been taking her over the last 30 years. I can say that her message to humanity is to brace for impact as she feels we are all in for some very difficult times. This woman has warned me that we should never feel that creatures out there are here for our benefit . She does not feel that they are here to take over the world or do the planet extreme harm . She does believe they are here for self-motivated reasons only. Her feelings are of fear and anger for being taken against her will only to be used like a lab rat.
I have no idea what or who is taking this woman, but will tell you that I know fear and this woman's terror is real. She does not seem to have any sense of communication or message from her kidnappers. She sadly seems to be only terrified by them.
Meeting with this woman has been difficult as I do not wish to bring her any harm or upset. She does have many opinions on the subject of UFO's and those interfering with the human race without permission .It is not only a shame but it is a great loss to us all that she is "shut down" in sharing due to the treatment she has received by her own kind. Society really has failed this couple big time. I am grateful she agreed to talk to me about her experiences with the unknown.
For now, please pay attention to your surroundings and be careful "out there."